The rhythm of the city is a cold, metallic grey, full of despair and untold sadness,
And the chords I used to run to have all turned the other way.
It’s the gravity of longing, the weight of what is known - -
That the hand which holds the plectrum isn't mine to call my own.
When life is knocking you down straight on the ground,
And the only solace left is a distant, haunting sound,
I trace the silhouette of him against a neon light,
A ghost of "what if" lingering in the hollow of the night.
He’s a melody in motion, a master of the keys,
Bringing every crowded, smoky room down to its knees.
But the lyrics aren't for me, though I know them all by heart,
I am just a silent listener, a world away, apart.
For he’s anchored in a harbor where I cannot cast a line,
Bound by promises and gold that say he isn't mine.
The music is a bridge that ends exactly at the stage,
And I am just a footnote on a well-worn, written page.
So I’ll lay here in the dirt until the ringing in my ears
Drowns out the bitter symphony of these unrecorded tears.
To love a man who’s taken is to dance upon the glass,
Watching beauty play its set, and waiting for it to pass.