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Paralyzed

Onutė Gaidamavičiūtė
2026 m. Balandžio 09 d., 09:53
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I am paralyzed

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When your fingers are paralyzed...

From Quentepin...
Hey!.. my dear Mood Swings...
swinging on the spring's swing(s)...
Hey, my dear thoughts about an end...
Since late evening until late afternoon...
it this BEING is worth
to be drug-addiction?..
... while I managed survival without drugs near one week...
    Sadly, I was getting mad as well, but the nights were a time of productive creativity...
While my depression
and suicidal thoughs are increasing and increasing
like a black hole, like a new obcession...
For whom?
For whom I am craving for?...
For happiness?
for the illusion of happiness?
for he luck?
What the luck? Only bliss of temporality...
With a taste of cold and morning latte...
for the death?..
well, this is our final

Destiny and destination...

Feeling I am drowning and flying blind...

Probably only GOD and HIGHER POWER 

can save ME...

can save me ALIVE
 
...
 
while Jimmy Gnecco is singing:
 
I'm paralyzed from head down Realized pushing their doubts I'm burned by all the fire That's spread within my house You put them there so you can put them out
When courage strikes we'll come out And wait around with our heads down Turn me to the sky, turn me upside down A way to feel alive, a life that's mine
Cause I am like a big strong cable I am like a girl so soft inside Finally today I'm able To put you in the ground I'll meet you in the ground
The mirror fell and I I may as well have been blind The days passing like cars I'll meet you in the tower If they can dream then Oh why can't I?
I've finally stabilized [Repeat: x2] Everyone will see [Repeat: x2]
I've finally stabilized [Repeat: x2] Everyone will see [Repeat: x2]
I've finally stabilized [Repeat: x2] Everyone will see [Repeat: x2]

yungblud

mehro

depression

quentepin

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