I do not fit anywhere

I do not fit anywhere Just saying, repeating it to myself near each dear day Being neurodivergent and autistic, having a neurodivergent mind It is impossible to fit in the society of so called humans Beginning since 26 I used to be a victim I always was a victim and an object of abuse in the relationships I was victimised at jobs, I was bullied at jobs... But always in my early childhood, I was bullied at Stakliskes school... By stupid boys ... Sadly I do not have a crocodile's skin... ... I am as fragile as this dying bird... ... Just saying, repeating it to myself near each dear day Being neurodivergent and autistic, having a neurodivergent mind It is impossible to fit in the society of so called humans Beginning since 26 I used to be a victim I always was a victim and an object of abuse in the relationships I was victimised at jobs, I was bullied at jobs... But always in my early childhood, I was bullied at Stakliskes school... By stupid boys ... Sadly I do not have a crocodile's skin... ... I am as fragile as this dying bird... ... Aš niekur nepritampu Tiesiog tai sakau, kartoju sau kiekvieną brangią dieną Būdama neurodivergentiška ir autistiška, turėdama neurodivergentišką mąstymą Neįmanoma pritapti prie taip vadinamų žmonių visuomenės Nuo dvidešimt šešerių metų buvau auka Visada buvau auka ir patyčių taikiniu santykiuose Buvau skriaudžiama darbe, patyriau patyčias darbe... O dar anksčiau, ankstyvojoje vaikystėje, mane skriaudė Stakliškių mokykloje... Kvaili berniukai ... Deja, neturiu krokodilo odos... ... Esu tokia pat trapi, kaip šis mirštantis paukštis.