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PERLOS IŠMINTIJIMAI... 'your silhouette in the bitter sweet symphony '...

Austėja Gustaitė
2025 m. Birželio 18 d., 21:05
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Snuff, Slipknot cover
Silhouette by Sombr

Perla is in a dreamy mood...She is trying to understand her feelings...While two different songs came along in her mind... 'Silhouette' by Sombr... Marking the Fragility of Life, Fragility of Beauty... Fragility of Feelings...

And these lines of the song are echoing in Perla's head for few days or even more:

Maybe we’re not so different, but I know we’re not the same

Sometimes I feel distant, but who’s to take the blame

Oh darling I’m out of time you’re my lifeline

The sunlight bleeds around your face and I am blind

https://youtu.be/oXaTpuZ6r8A?si=ENLr7M9vi5dTb43E

And she is trying to remember 'Bitter sweet symphony' by Verve... Similar faces, similar silhouettes... But one is talking about fragility of life, and another one - about the rudeness of life...

But I'm a million different people From one day to the next I can't change my mold No, no, no, no, no (Have you ever been down?)
Well, I've never prayed but tonight I'm on my knees, yeah I need to hear some sounds that recognize the pain in me, yeah I let the melody shine, let it cleanse my mind, I feel free now But the airwaves are clean and there's nobody singin' to me now
Perla has realised a strange truth about the life: it occurs that either you HIT THE LIFE, either THE LIFE HITS YOU...

Sadly but Perla finally has realised that THIS LIFE IS NOTHING BUT A TRAGEDY...

And yes, Perla is seing tragedy, tragedies; drama, dramas everywehere... not only in the world, but in her personal world as well... including job(s) and her personal relationships... And she is trying to reflect why the world is so rude to her?.. Because of some of her faults? Maybe because of carmic faults made by her parents? Only one God knows... One thing she wants in this life - JUST TO SURVIVE... TO SURVIVE in a exhistential  meaning...

Or maybe Perla just needs to reprogram, reinstall her own brain and mind?.. Trying to live DRAMAS and TRAGEDIES free LIFE... Enjoy the each given minute...

 

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